Return to Ignorance!

Do we belong to ourselves completely at least for a moment? Is that even a good thing? I want to be for once free of all the thoughts, all the worries, all the anguish, even all the happiness, all the excitement, all the anticipation....want to be free of it all. Want to be in the blissful ignorance. People sometimes say that our hearts are a white paper and all the ideas, opinions, emotions and thoughts that make us what we are, are the colours which colour the paper. So what ever colour my heart is right now, a happy one or a sad one or something that depicts all the emotions, what ever it is, I want it to go back to white. The pure angelic white. I don't know even if I will want this after sometime, but for now this is all what I want!